today was okay. did GOH.
i didn't have a hat. so i calling
everyone and ask if they have a hat.
nanny and baby chin helped me too.
everyone do not have. those who have
live at bukit timah. i do not have enough
time to travel there. then i called debrah
(my savior) she has a hat and she stay
nearby school. i was relieve but i look at
the time it was 4.15 (i think) and uniform
check is at 5.30 and i have to reach school
before 5.15 i was panicking, so is baby
chin, so is nanny, so is rachel. arhh me
and nanny went to the bus stop and
took a bus there. we waited for the bus . we
waited damn long.we reach debrah house
bus stop but we got lost. we dono how to go to
her house. debrah came to find us. me
and nanny hugged debrah and left and we
reach school on time. i was sweating like hell.

during GOH we stand for like one hour
cause need to wait for the guest of honour.
our leg were so tired. haha.baby chin
came to my house. when she step into my house,
her sis ask her to go back to school. haha.
but when baby chin reach school her sis
say 8.45 then end. poor baby chin got to wait
at the bus stop alone for one hour fifteen
minutes. to make things worse she
has no mp3 with her and her hp no
battery.haha poor baby chin.

today had GOH. was boring.
its was 4.30 when GOH end.
one and a half till six. i'm suppose
to accompany crystal. we went
tiong instead. we went more than
words and i saw a baby daffy duck.
so cute haha me and baby chin decided
to but if we have enough $$.
we went backpackers. we saw a sling
bag we wanted to buy if we have $$.
then we saw a small bottle we want to
but too if we have $$. we decided to
save money. we had nothing to do so
we went to cold storage too shop. haha
lame. we bought two giant chicken sausage
haha. took a bus back too school. crystal
went home. me too.(:

i'm feeling sick. just now felt like
vomitting and i don feel like eating
dinner. after an hour or so i was eating
like crazy. i don't why. i'm like struggling
through my maths homework. i better
finish it before miss chan nags again.
'one more time you don hand in your
homework i'll send you to detention' blah
blah blah. tats wad she always say.

i hate myself
i hate myself being like this.
but that’s wad I really am.
i can’t control it.
i’m feeling sick.
i’m feeling down.
can someone help me.
no one can.

today was okay. went tiong meet sherlyn.
went town watch cry wolf. sherlyn was
scared. she all of a sudden grab my hand
scare me too haha. then go suntec. then go
home, sleep. wake up, go grandma house.
eat dinner, watch tv. back home, use com.
later sleep.

today was damn tiring. sherlyn gave me morning
call she warned me not to go back to sleep but i continued
sleeping. then hk gave me a morning call i have no choice but
to wake up. went back to school.
help crystal with souvenir for campfire then i went to peel
off bark from the firewood. owner went to soak the firewood.
after soaking 50firewood, owner became restless. me
and baby chin became restless too. we decided to take a
break in the storeroom. i was melting candle wax. owner
suggested to close the door and off the light. baby chin
went to do it. we were having a mini campfire in the
storeroom. baby chin added too much solid fuel and the
fire got bigger. we didn't burn down the storeroom.
haha. we went scrubbing the floor after that. me
and baby chin went tiong to eat we were dragging ourselves
in kopitiam and dragging ourselves out of it. we felt too bloated
to walk. we saw big big lollipop and we bought it. baby chin
sms me telling me she can't finish the lollipop. i was like
i can't finish it too. i haven't even eat half of it and i felt sick
eating it and i kept it. i shall continue to eat the
lollipop tomorrow. (: